Which "L" is it?

Okay, so there seems to be a problem with blogger.I can’t sign in! And so I’m currently typing this in Microsoft Word because I really want to update my blog right now since it’ll take a couple more days since my next update, so yeah.

Random: I’m currently listening to Kris Allen’s song: The Truth - just saying. Have you heard that song? It’s like my nth time listening to it and I can’t get tired of listening to it. I just love the lyrics and emotions expressed through his singing. It’s so sincere and powerful. I mean, er, yeah. That’s just what I think of it.

It’s so weird how I can’t add emoticons here because I can’t upload it here since its Microsoft Word, obviously. So as of now, I actually have to write *insert emoticon* in places I want to. <-- Talk about ROFL

Oh, before I forget to what I wanted to say in the previous post - which abruptly ended due to this shopping trip, I was going to, but forgot about. Er, this was because I’m not really a fan of shopping because most of the things I want are either too expensive or it’s what I want but not necessarily need. So that’s basically a waste, but then of course, not always. I’d also rather spend my money on other things such as arcades rather than shopping although I haven’t gone for a long time. I’m currently saving up for something though. My point for shopping was to get a confirmation dress by the way, in case you were curious which I kind of don’t think so. Anyway, confirmation is this Catholic sacrament in case you don’t know. I was unsuccessful in the end because it’s surprisingly hard to find one here in Dubai.

Before I got diverted to the shopping talk, this is what I wanted to say: I noticed when I checked my account that I have my first follower which you can see in my followers list since it’s the only one. I was actually quite surprised because before I saw that, I had no idea that people actually read my posts since there’s no comments and response to the poll or “mini survey” after each of my posts although I do write my posts with interaction to an audience. Anyway, I would like to say a special thanks to my first (and so far, only) follower. It was quite surprising and it made me smile.

Okay, so moving on, I’m coming to the main point of this post, the reason for the title. It’s quite short that’s why I inserted all the random blabber above. Well I mostly felt like typing it. Anyway, just one small update before I get to the point.

I’m finally done preparing for my math test tomorrow! I started early this morning and so, yeah. I like having some time in my hands for relaxation, etc. Well, don’t we all? So I decided to spend some of this free time here. I’m just glad I finished early, but I’m waking up early tomorrow for some revision just to freshen things up...

So, finally, to justify the title:

Thought the quote wouldn't be there, eh? Okay, maybe not. But anyway, my friend plurked this some time ago and I really love this. (It’s the first photo I’ve uploaded in a post, other than the emoticons, that is). Credit goes to my friend, okay? You can follow her in tumblr (link bottom right corner of the picture). *insert emoticon*

Like or Love?

So, I have this friend, the same one in the post Three Months ❤ and we’ve spoken recently. I know that nothing can ever happen, but I can’t help but feel something. I thought I’ve already gotten over him, but if I really face myself – I haven’t. Maybe I’m still in the process of it.

There was this incident though when I heard he was unhappy or something like that and my first instinct was to be there for him, to comfort him, make him happy. Maybe that is how friends are, yeah? I don’t know how to explain it, but it was on a different level?

Or maybe I’m just over-reacting like the quote says. I’m pretty confused although there’s just one thing that makes me smile, which is just being with him. Maybe it’s as friend or not. I do accept the fact though that nothing can ever happen, but I just want to clear my feelings for him.

I do hope it’s just an over-reaction.

Maybe one of these days, it won’t matter at all.

PS: Any advice? :)

Update: Test week = Hectic week

"Can you add a day in your life by worrying about it?"

Sorry for another late update, everyone. It's still the tests week so it has been pretty stressful and it still is . I'm pretty glad it's currently the weekend though. The tests have been prettyokayso far. The best one so far would have to be English Language which is pretty surprising since it's usually one of the most stressful one due to time pressure. But we had only two questions for ninety minutes. Worst one would have to be Bible since I didn't finish the paper and eight marks are immediately gone. Whoosh. But then I don't really mind now if I get lower than usual there since I deserve that grade anyway.

Anyway, let's move on from that...

So, I was studying or preparing earlier for our maths tests and it's always so annoying when I forget how to do certain stuff and I end up feeling stupid. Well that's always the inevitable truth from the lack of revision. I couldn't help but feel melancholic though after a while when my thoughts just drift off due to my concentration deficiency thanks to my lack of determination. So I just started missing certain people I haven't spoken to for a long time. Well, not really so long.But long enough for me, anyway. I feel like contacting them, but then there's something holding me back. Actually, we only have one life so we might as well do what makes us happy. I'll just go talk to them.

During this week that passed, my days were just full of study, study, study. I slept at around past 10pm and woke up at 4am or so. In other words, I had only around 5 -6 hours of sleep. On Thursday, the last day before the weekend, I felt like I had lost my mind. (Okay, I meant my mind and not my tooth) Well anyway...

Our literature teacher is the type who repeats a lot of points that were already discussed and even when he explains it's uselessly repetitive int he sense that he still repeats it even though everyone else has understood his point. So half the time it's like as in *yawn*. So for that class, I thought I'd read ahead with the book we're doing since the subject is interesting, it's just the teacher's continuous repetitiveness. He was actually discussing the chapter we did in the previous lesson for half the period. Anyway, I was still listening (every now and then ) for some relevant points. There's this character in the book who's name was Weston when out of nowhere, he was seriously explaining about him, but instead of Weston" it turned to"Wetson"and I was like - - laughing all the way, specially when it eventually became "Watson" . It was like he explained so seriously looking like this: I had uncontrollable laughter, but I managed to contain it. No one else seemed to be laughing though. That's when I realized: I had lost my mind.

Anyway, I have to cut this short due to a forgotten shopping spree. Oops.

PS: This was published in a rush so sorry for grammatical and spelling errors which will be corrected soon.

Three Months ❤

Okay, so three months ago something wonderful happened. But it honestly felt fairytale-ish. I mean like the type of things that only occurs in fairy tales. Like fairy tales, it did feel like a happy ending to a beautiful story. But life is life - it doesn't stop no matter how many happy endings there seems to be like. So when life moved on, it was kind of like that didn't take place. Anyway, it's complicated to explain without being specific and it's hard being specific because it's quite a long, complex story. Well not really that much, it's just something personal I can't entirely shed light on. So in short, it's like Cinderella except that the prince didn't follow her, something like that.

Two months ago, I thought that two months were enough and the only thing that popped in my head was to give up and I guess that's what I did days before or after that two months. That person didn't really seem to bother anyways. I also wrote a poem exactly two months ago and so this is the main purpose of this post. Some updates will be posted tomorrow 'cause I felt like typing this in first...

Two Months

I start to miss you and all over again I fall

Then I realize how much I hate you

Because you don't miss me at all

I start to think of you, I get in too deep

Then I realize how much I despise you

Because you promised things you could never keep

I start to long for you

Then I realize how much I loathe you

Because I know you never will want me too

I start to think of the past

Then I realize how it's all okay

Because life moves on too fast

I start to figure things out

Then I start to realize...

You're someone I can go on without

I start to think of you and all the "why"s

Then I start to smile as I realize

That what we both need are "goodbye"s

So, that's all. Once again, I know my poem isn't that great, but I'd appreciate it if you don't use this poem for anything without my permission. Thanks.

Anyway, this post is scheduled to be published around the time it started which was three months ago and I planned to write this around that time but then I'd probably be asleep by then.

So you may have noticed that the usual quote isn't there at the start of the article, but it definitely isn't missing. Just thought I'd conclude this post with that :) No emoticons as well. I just noticed how it sometimes seems annoying but its cuteness overtakes me most of the time! But if it annoys you I can stop or use less emotions.

Without further ado:

"Girls are like apples on a tree,

The best ones are at the top.

The boys don't want to reach for the good ones

Because they are afraid of falling and getting hurt.

Instead, the just get the rotten apples on the ground

That aren't as good, but easy.

So the apples at the top think that

There is something wrong with them

But in reality,

They're amazing.

They just have to

Wait for the right boy to come along.

The one who's brave enough to climb the tree."

This quote is pretty awesome ❤

Scattered Scenes

"Random is fun"

-someone ;)

It's been quite some time since I last updated and I'm sorry for that. I was just working on a story and I'm really glad and very ecstatic that I finished it because it has been months since I last wrote a story, so yeah. It will be published/posted in FictionPress soon after my friend proofreads it.

Anyway, this post is just a combination of random events that occurred during the past few weeks or months and they're the ones that just randomly came in my head.

Off Moments

Okay, so once during Computer class (ICT) the teacher was calling everyone to give the test papers, but apparently I wasn't paying attention so when my name was called I screamed "Present!" really loud 'cause I thought it was the roll call and it was quite loud since the room was a big one to hold around 70 people and 30 computers. Smart much?

Recently during Chemistry class someone had to read out this text in front of the class and so I was chosen. There was this box above the text which was in a yellow box and we sometimes read it but not always so meant to ask if I had to read it and I was like: "Do I read the blue box?" and I kept repeating that 'cause the teacher wasn't answering (maybe she didn't hear me...?). Anyway, where'd blue come from when the box was yellow?! Talk about color blind.

Okay now switching it back on let's move on to...

Minor Additions

Okay, I honestly have no idea if the subheading suits the following contents, but anyways:

Have you ever tried anything new just for the fun of it? Like pulling off the table cloth from the table without dropping its contents If you know me personally, this probably isn't the first time I've mentioned that 'cause I've wanted to do it for a long time but even until now I haven't done it yet. I'm too scared if I break anything on top of the table.

But I have done something new which is quite random, but I'll mention it anyways since this is a random post anyways.

Just earlier my dad told me to cut the broccolies and I was quite fascinated by how they looked like a mini forest. It looked quite cool. Yes, I'm weird to be talking about broccolies looking cool. I actually took some pictures trying to capture the view that will make it look like a forest, but it was mostly a fail 'cause I rushed since my camera was already almost out of battery (and it eventually died). I would show it, but it just looks...weird.

Another new thing I tried is actually baking. It was mostly with my best friend although we also had to rush because the oven was already being preheated so we kind of had to rush but it was fun buying ingredients, mixing, cutting and all those. Best part though was eating !In the end it was kind of a fail but then it still tasted great with ice cream

Anyway, before this gets too boring let's end this.

Flashes From The Past

"Memory is a child walking along a seashore.

You never can tell what small pebble it will pick up

And store away among its treasured things."

YaaY! I'm back I'm sorry for the late update 'cause of school and the weekend was quite full of fun stuff, but not all the time. Still fun nonetheless ^^

Anyways, so as the title suggests, this post will be something that happened to me sometime ago, but not that far back although the title does make it seem like it's something back from my childhood. I'm sorry to disappoint you then if that's so. But if you just started reading this out of curiosity then go ahead and read on then.

Okay, so you might have read that Wednesday was a holiday for me due to the abundant rain last week (and if you didn't, well now you do). So it's just common knowledge that the enviro-spellathon test I was supposed to take was on Thursday, right? That's why I woke up at 3am to prepare for the test. I know, nerd. But turns out the test was on Monday! It was pretty much disappointing. >.<>

I was pretty much hyper then for the rest of the day. It was mainly because I was going out with some friends to watch Alice In Wonderland 3D which I had been looking forward to see ever since the trailer came out! There were some pretty good moments although I honestly think that the trailer was better than the movie. One would pretty much enjoy it though if thy hadn't seen the trailer. Anyway, I just felt like saying that in the old English kind if way, but I do mean it. My favorite character is definitely The Hatter! I was expecting though that Alice would meet the person version of him back in the upper land (however you call it). But no. [Sorry if that was a spoiler] Tweedledum and Tweedledee were cute as well. The movie had a good soundtrack as well (from Owl City to All Time Low and even Avril Lavigne), but only a few of them were played during the movie =l If you've seen the movie, what do you think of it?

But that wasn't really the highlight of that day. The main highlight surprisingly took place at a bookstore. I like reading books (although I haven't read much in a while) and so browsing though bookstores is great, but browsing through a book with friends is just completely priceless!

One of our friends just randomly found this book about the Zodiac and it was by Collins and it was pretty detailed. Fortunately, each of us had different signs and it was hilarious when one of our friends was reading it aloud. I would explain what happened, but then it might be a You Had To Be There moment so I'm not quite sure you'll get it. It was at that time when my stomach hurt from laughing too much. That hasn't happened to me for a long time so it may seem small, but it's something I treasure. ^^ I think I sound stupid/crazy now, but I don't really mind.

Anyway, I would just like to say that although what certain zodiac characteristics mentioned are true, you shouldn't ever let it define yourself. Your thoughts and actions are the things that ought to define you and not just some words although I'm not saying that it's not true. Just don't let it define a person. Don't know if I'm making any sense right now so I'll just move on... I'm a Scorpio by the way. What's your (western) star sign?

I remember this time as well when my friend and I went to a bookstore and we were just browsing through books 'cause we were waiting for something and it took quite sometime so we actually sat on the floor and browsed through books peacefully although we had great laughs as well over the little things. It's really amazing how the unexpected things can bring in more happiness than planned situations. <-- Cute Apple

I guess that's pretty much the highlight of my weekend. There was a party though but it wasn't so eventful and yeah...

So that's all the updates today. Thanks for dropping by.